I have not run away from being your shepherd;
you know I have not desired the day of despair.
What passes my lips is open before you.
Being adults, we cannot base all of our important decisions on what we feel ! This is not mature, whoever chose to live life based on what he feels can as well wear a huge band written “DESTRUCTION” .
Feelings are changing. You cannot base yourself on them to lead you in life.
Whatever might be the task God has placed in front of you, it is time to go over your feelings and to decide to obey to Him, whatever might happen. Resolution is more important than feelings.
Action for the day
Don’t base your life on your feelings. They are constantly chaging and if you depend on them, your existence will fluctuate with them. Choose to obey to God. Then you will find the needed stability to accomplish the will He has for you.